I too am a genius. At least that's what I tell everybody. And I do stress out thinking how many people must think I am a complete wanker by writing a bunch of stuff that is total crap.

So I can exactly see your point.

Half the time I talk myself out of writing. At first I thought that writing didn't take a lot of time. Or I should say, writing a complete thought. But it's work. And sometimes I get to the point that I don't know where I am supposed to end up with my complete thought. So what do I do. Not start doing it at all.

Then I read something that I could mark to death with a red pen. And I think, "How did that crap get published?"

Maybe it's time for my crap.